Author’s note: Most readers are aware that I have taken the last four weeks off due to the unexpected passing of my girlfriend, Michelle Chiaro. The experience that you are about to read about was my first after her passing and in some ways, it was very difficult for me and in others it was very helpful to be with family and friends, deep in the Canadian bush.

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